three hundred sixty-five days ago, i started my blog. this blog. i never thought people would actually take the time to read what i had to say. i don’t think you understand how excited i get every time i get a new subscriber, which i would like to say THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SUBSCRIBING, especially cause i didn’t have to harass you to do so! i have had over 8,000 views, which i am still in awe about. i want to thank each and every person who has come to my page, whether you’re my friends and family, acquaintances, or even complete strangers, you really don’t know how much it means to me.
this past year i have learned a lot about myself. i learned that i love to write. never in a million years would i have considered ever being a writer, but it has become an
obsession passion. if it’s not my occupation, it will definitely continue to be my hobby. i have learned things happen when you least expect them to. i learned i can be strong and weak, happy and sad, a bitch and a sweetheart all within seconds of each other. i figured out that i am still one crazy girl who has a lot to learn when it comes to men. i have traveled and saw cities i had never seen. i have been spontaneous. i learned you cannot take friends for granted, because just as fast as they come they can go. i learned your family will always support you and be by your side no matter what. i learned what i want and what i don’t want in a future job, and just like a man i can’t settle on a job that doesn’t make me happy. i learned i like seaweed salad and tuna tartar. i have realized i am a very difficult person and a lot to handle. i have discovered my love for earnest hemingway, two books down a million more to go, i have realized i don’t know how to save money and i desperately need help!
i am thankful for every single person who has entered my life this past year, whether you were a five-minute friend, lasted a little longer, or we are still friends, thank you for making my life just a little bit better.
thank you to my wolf pack, my friends who have and hopefully will stay by my side for a very long time, without all of you i would be lost.. literally. we all know how bad i am with directions. thanks for always making me feel better when i have had a rough day, thank you for listening to my bitching (which my god, i don’t know how you guys do it), for my tantrums, my sloppiness and thank you for just being a shoulder for me to lean on. i love each and every one of you with all my heart.
so here is a little something about me, taking it back old school.
1. Weird things you do when you’re alone
talk to myself. make noises. you know things normal people do.
2. How have you changed in the past 2 years?
i think i have learned to care more about other peoples feelings. fighting is stupid and i would much rather be the bigger person and apologize than continue not speaking to someone who is imporant to me.
3. What kind of peson attracts you?
considering the past, the qualifications needed would be: an asshole, only can only care about yourself, and be an alpha male. height is a huge plus. actually that wins me over 100%.
4. What do you wear to bed?
depends. panties and a tank most of the time.
5. 5 things that irritate you about people?
(1) stupid questions
(2) people who like to argue about things they have no idea what they are talking about.
(4) bad drivers
(5) poorly dressed people
6. The person you like and why?
person i likeD. why, cause i thought he was different. hence the D at the end.
7. Your opinion on cheating on people?
don’t be in a relationship if you’re going to cheat. be a man or a woman, you made a commitment so live up to it.
8. Something you are currently worrying about?
getting to the airport on time.
9. Your last kiss?
ive had better.
10. Your views on drugs and alcohol?
drugs, like pot, i find acceptable and no judgments will be thrown your way. anything else, i choose to stay away from. drinking… cheers!
11. Your current relationship/Discuss how single life is
current relationship would be with myself. i buy myself presents, and take myself out to dinner. i say cute things to myself, and we NEVER fight.. i would say my current relationship is going pretty well.
12. Things youd say to an ex?
those three years felt like an eternity. and youre toxic, but he already knows this.
13. A date you would love to go on
something spontaneous and full of surprises. anything but a typical dinner and movie.
14. Something disgusting you do?
burp. a lot.
15. Best thing to happen to you this week?
i learned to let go.
16. 3 things you are proud of about your personality
understanding, funny, outgoing.
17. things that make you scared
the usual scream mask, murders etc. snakes, sharks, bugs…
18. disrespecting parents
i’ve done it. i do it. i should stop. sorry mom and dad.
19. something that never fails to make you better
my friends, always.
20. the last argument you had?
it was stupid and with someone who i shouldn’t have had it with. if you complain about something one time, and that person doesn’t change, it is because they don’t want to. lesson learned.
21. something you can’t seem to get over?
i can get over anything..
22. 5 things about you people don’t really expect
i like to read, i am really shy when i talk in front of more than 5 people, i paint when i am sad. okay i know that’s only three but i am on a time crunch and thinking about more just takes too long.
23. something you always think “what if…” about
what if i would have ended it sooner…
24. things you want to say to 5 different people
i love you. thank you. how do you put up with me? sorry. goodbye.
25. 10 ways to win your heart
grand gestures & sincerity. but i guess ill just go with sincerity. the rest, i would rather keep it to myself.
26. your religious beliefs
i have none.
27. talk about your siblings.
i don’t have any.
28. the month you were happiest this year and why?
29. a picture of yourself
30. what changed this month an what you hope will happen?
feelings. i wont get them ever again.
thanks mom&dad, i know you read this too.